YThursday, November 27, 2008
abt camp
Went for a 4 day day-camp from 22-25nov. The camp was at akltg called IAG. Went there before for Superkids when I was in pri6. The camp a bit similar but was able to understand more stuff than before.
We had four trainers. Adam, Leroy, Amin and Gary. Thay taught us study skills and family relations. Many cried when the topic was on but I held back since I don't like crying in front of others. Remembered that Leroy said that friends pull their friends down from achieving their success for the future. It might be very true and I might have done so to Death. In his blog, he mentioned that he and the 'L.A.W' were not as close as before but they give him motivation to study better and I was totally left out from his world. Adam says if friends don't help in achiving what you need and pull you back, then its time to find new ones. I wondered if Death really realise something and did it to me.
Anyway, enough with the sad stuff.
I did something idiot and stupid today but no going to mention it as i don't want people to know details.
Kojima Kaori from Fluffly Warriors signing off-
YThursday, November 6, 2008
A Feeling
I have just been thinking that what if one day, I happen to be missing or dead : Will anyone notice? People in school seems to treat me like dirt or a tool to be used by them, one that will only have value when a problem arises. What if the tool had never existed before, what will the people do? What will they use in place of me or just do nothing at all. Problem is that I find a lot of people that are around me clueless about what I am or who am I. Also, there seem to be quite a few people that dislike my presence or even my very existence in this world. Maybe because that I do not interact much with them that they may feel that I am alright by myself. But the fact is I hate being alone. I've been too used to being in the dark all by myself that it has become much too scary to let it go on. I do not feel that people around me truly want to know me and understand me but only use me for their own personal purpose. Maybe I have trapped myself in a hard solid cocoon that only I myself can break free but I doubt that I can as I am very comfortable in it. I might also be afraid that if i break free, I will have no place to hide in times of danger. The cocoon contains all my emotions of sadness and sorrow which I have felt whenever I do not have people to talk to. But still, the most improtant thing that let me carry on is the happyness of the people around me, no matter how much they can't see me. Its the value of the friends that I treasure : Benjamin, Linden, Yunhan. These are the very few that I treasure with all my heart eventhough I've fought with them many times in the past and I really wish they too find value in me, and to treasure the friendship between us.
Finially...My sorrows r let out
YThursday, July 31, 2008
hate my parents!!!!!
kk i bak aft sunch long time le...sry ppl...cos i nt the blogging type so dun blog often... onli blog when emo or angry
i hate my parents a lot xpecially my mother!!!
i wan go meet fwend around my area she gt problem wif mi...sae wad cannt go cos if u go nw den no time 2 study n ltr still gt 2 go tution...den if let mi go ltr my dad will scold her y she let mi go meet fwend n nv study... pls lar...my xams coming le...i dun study de hua i can go die liao lor...my CA2 ish aft nex week...den i 2dae actually wan help JJ n KEL to move hs de...den i at market kana caught by my mum den she pull mi back...HATE HER!!!!
i wan 2 help move hs cos i wan 2 c JJ...den tat fking b* pull mi bak hm...
ok lar... gtg le...nid shower den go tution...
will nt b bak in while so do tag mi when u come by kaes??
240708@1104pm
YFriday, April 11, 2008
In the near future just after the mid-year exams, girl B is going to give boy C a present to congratulate him for going back to his ex. B does not like his idea but decides to support C just to see him happy. B is suffering badly and do not know what to do as she had been rejected by boy A in secondary 1. She is terribly afraid of what will happen if she cannot handle the pressure comming out from C. She decides to give the present to try forget her feelings for C and take back the present when C and his ex break up.
Question:
a] Who is A,B and C
b]Do you think what B is doing is correct?
YThursday, December 20, 2007
Hi guys out there viewing my blog. Sorry for my missing updates though. I have been too caught up watching movies and anime that I forgot about my blog lers.. So hope everyone is doing fine up till now! There's only five more days to Christmas!!
Last week, I went for a adobe photoshop course at the International School of D&T. The course was four days long but had lots of fun there. My dad and I went to watch a movie (Fred Clause) after the second day's lesson. On the third day, we brought my cousins to bugis to buy their Christmas presents. It was quite funny though, all five of us bought either bags or wallets which I do not know why. We also went to eat dinner at Seoul garden. Dad says that he saw jing jing biao jie and her bf near the restaurant but I was still eating inside - they finished early.
For many days, I have always been thinking: why does Santa Clause make a list of good and bad children every year? If you have watched Fred Clause, they say that no children are totally bad. I very much believe that all children are born good and bad like the Chinese yin and yang. There are just opposite in nature and it exist every where. It's just the matter what you want to be.
Just two days ago, we went out early in the morning to send my grandparents, big aunt and two cousins to the airport heading to haikou. After that, around 2pm, we went to vivo with mander and stef for big shopping spree and watched Alvin and the Chipmunks. Not only that but we exchanged our music disc and shared our newly bought earings and rings.
Today, our next door neighbour had an early Christmas celebration. They had a nice beautifully done up and lighted Christmas tree. At that time, the only source of light was the Christmas lightning. They sang Christmas songs in a big circle that had a lot of warmth in it. It seems like a lot of fun though I was only standing outside of their house door.
Yoshi, I know this is long so I am going to end it now but still there is the last part left.
*Tag Reply's*
LICHING.}: I must thank you for sure for helping me but I do not how to navigate HIS blog. But I am updating today and take care during your trip too
Amanda: The house stay may have to wait till next year June holidays but if u want to shop, did we not just shopped vivo? I that day already drop dead lers u know??
YTuesday, December 4, 2007
Tomorrow I am going to meet Liching to do our homework together at her house, and I am thinking if I should treat her tomorrow a not? because I owe both Linden and Liching a meal and I am sort of tight on money...
When dad's is better, we have to bring Stef and Mander go buy their christmas gift, Jie Qing say he wan a DS and we just bought a PSP for him... All I can say that this christmas is going to be very expensive lers... Still I don't know what I want for my christmas, should I ask them just go buy anything they think is suitable??
I have lots of trouble ahead now...My homework is not finished, and going and have to choing tomorrow. My $50 budget for er-zi de Birthday meal and christmas gift, $10 budget for Liching meal! I going broke le lar!!! Holiday fun is fun but very bored lors...how I wish that I can go stay at Mander and Stef's house, then i will not be bored le, and I can go church with them. I must say that it has been ages ever since I last went to church with them.
I think I will end this entry now...I need to prepare for tomorrow's meet now... Hope to see you people soon XD
*Tag Reply's*
Linden.}: The song come with the blogskin de and yeah, I owe you a treat and will be before christmas de! Be happie alwaysXD
YSaturday, December 1, 2007
Today is the first day of December lers.....umm, I still gt lots of holiday homework to do though...hehe...lazy onli...
Last night leh...all of the a-yis' talking about HanHan biao jie again....haiz...when will they ever stop about it???Irritating you know??? It's like every time they gather together they will just start talking and talking then slowly talk about that damm TOPIC!!! It has been going on for ages now man....I am also getting sick listening to it already. Last night got to see jing jing biao jie de boyfriend called christ or something lar...I not sure but he quite 'big size' lor...Now christmas comming le!!! I really hope I can see Wen Wen biao jie but 3 yi-ma say that she will not be comming back. Now she going HongKong to look for her lers...Left me damm bored at home, what can i do man? I want to go out and play but holidays ending in 1 month's time le lar... so I think that on tuesday will be busy for me because I will be meeting Liching and Linden to do our homework together.
Lastly I want to end this entry by thanking Liching for telling me how to let lose my feelings.
So Liching! Remember that if you happen to come by, I will treat you to a snack or lunch sometime.
